Friday, April 9, 2021

April 9, 2021: To a Waterfowl by W. C. Bryant, in Oxford Anthology of Amer. Lit., page 332

 To A Waterfowl

Whither, midst falling dew
While glow the heavens with the last steps of day,
Far, through their rosy depths, dost thou pursue
Thy solitary way?

Vainly the fowler's eye
Might mark thy distant flight to do thee wrong,
As darkly seen against the crimson sky,
Thy figure floats along.

Seek'st thou the plashy brink
Of weedy lake, or marge of river wide,
Or where the rocking billows rise and sink
On the chafed ocean-side?

There is a Power whose care
Teaches thy way along that pathless coast --
The desert and illimitable air --
Lone wandering, but not lost.

All day thy wings have fanned,
At that far height, the cold, thin atmosphere
Yet stoop not, weary, to the welcome land,
Though the dark night is near.

And soon that toil shall end;
Soon shalt thou find a summer home, and rest,
And scream among thy fellows; reeds shall bend,
Soon, o'er thy sheltered nest.

Thou'rt gone, the abyss of heaven
Hath swallowed up thy form; yet, on my heart
Deeply has sunk the lesson thou has given,
And shall not soon depart.

He who, from zone to zone,
Guides through the boundless sky thy certain flight,
In the long way that I must tread alone,
Will lead my steps aright.

Thursday, April 8, 2021

April 8, 2021 -- Blind, Deaf, and Dumb

Blind, Deaf, and Dumb
 
By secrets suppressed and hidden away;
By aiming to be what we can’t become;
By social assumptions that block our way,
We all are blind, and deaf, and dumb.
By guilt, I have become a slave
To conflicted desires that keep me numb.
Still, I seek what is right and I will to be brave,
For we all are blind, and deaf, and dumb.
And vaguely, still in the shadows,
I march to the beat of my different drum.
I search my silence in fragrant meadows,
To remember where I’m coming from.
 
There comes the time of awakening,
When faces of phantoms are once seen clear.
There comes the time of awakening,
When we accept the past in the love that’s here.
There comes the time of awakening:
Alive to the sun and the scent of the air.
There comes the time of awakening:
To be, to heal, to touch, to care.
 
Cut off the bonds of propriety,
And let the lions come,
To roar at the gates of society
And let the walls fall down.
Tear off the yoke of our tyranny,
And let all people come.
Let us choose our destiny;
Rise from the underground.
We rise together beyond the machines
That hypnotized with a sinister hum.
Now reach to fulfilling our deepest dreams:
Love, and justice, and freedom song.
 
But people I see are just milling around,
And it’s still the same old place.
I spoke my truth, but the words were drowned
In puling tears and waste.
For all that I’ve dreamed, and all that I’ve known
It seems a useless game.
With all I’ve attained, I still stand alone
With the degraded, disheartened, disabled, insane . . .
With people who can’t take their load off their backs,
And so many tragic pretenders,
Oppressed by feeling that their cards are stacked;
Molded into their anger!
 
In all that we’ve done, and all that we’ve said
We strive towards a wiser intention!
We honor the prophets; the screaming dead
And are not swallowed up in convention.
Yet now, I recall – I’ve just opened my eyes,
And it’s a personal journey for seeking the source.
Gotta follow our hearts, with Love as our guide:
No need of self-pity, or fear, or remorse,
But believe in people; believe in the earth;
Believe in the hope that we can be one:
In touch with Life, with death and rebirth:
We’re the hope for the healing of the blind, deaf, and dumb.

April 8, 2021: A Psalm of Life by H. W. Longfellow in Oxford Anthology of Amer. Lit., Page 567

 A Psalm of Life

What the heart of the Young Man Said to the Psalmist

Tell me not, in mournful numbers
Life is but an empty dream!
For the soul is dead that slumbers
And things are not what they seem.

Life is real!  Life is earnest!
And the grave is not its goal;
Dust thou art, to dust returnest,
Was not spoken of the soul.

Not enjoyment, and not sorrow,
Is our destined end or way;
But to act that each to-morrow
Find us farther than today.

Art is long, and Time is fleeting,
And our hearts, though stout and brave,
Still, like muffled drums are beating
Funeral marches to the grave.

In the world's broad field of battle,
In the bivouac of Life,
Be not like dumb, driven cattle!
Be a hero in the strife!

Trust no Future, howe'er pleasant!
Let the dead Past bury its dead!
Act, --act in the living Present!
Heart within, and God o'erhead!

Lives of great men all remind us
We can make our lives sublime,
And, departing, leave behind us
Footprints on the sands of time;

Footprints, that perhaps another,
Sailing o'er life's solemn main,
A forlorn and shipwrecked brother,
Seeing, shall take heart again.

Let us, then, be up and doing,
With a heart for any fate;
Still achieving, still pursuing,
Learn to labor and to wait.

Wednesday, April 7, 2021

April 7, 2021: Beginning of a Telepathic Unity

Beginning of a Telepathic Unity

You’ve got a different emotional style,
That I don’t yet understand.
I just know I like seeing you smile,
And I love you for letting me be a child.
Will you let me be a man?

At times, I feel your assurance of touch,
And it’s deep beneath my skin.
You gently say, “I’m ready for trust,
And just for this thought, we can feel so much.”
Well, I want to let you in.
 
At times, I wonder what you’re all about.
I wonder what I’ve been missing.
I wish we could both just shine ourselves out,
Without out-shining or needing to doubt.
I wish I knew how to listen.
 
At times, I think I’m not good enough,
Yet you’ve graced me with your time.
I feel like the Shepherd, who’s gentle and tough;
Who humbly awaits you to call his bluff
To reach one another in mind.
 
 

April 7, 2021: The Fool's Prayer by Edward Rowland Sill, in Oxford Anthology of Amer. Lit., pg. 978

The Fool's Prayer

The royal feast was done; the King
Sought some new sport to banish care,
And to his jester cried:  'Sir Fool,
Kneel now, and make for us a prayer!"

The jester doffed his cap and bells,
And stood the mocking court before;
They could not see the bitter smile
Behind the painted grin he wore.

He bowed his head, and bent his knee
Upon the monarch's silken stool;
His pleading voice arose:  'O Lord,
Be merciful to me, a fool!

'No pity, Lord, could change the heart
From red with wrong to white as wool;
The rod must heal the sin:  but Lord,
Be merciful to me, a fool!

' 'Tis not by guilt the onward sweep
Of truth and right, O Lord, we stay;
'Tis by our follies that so long
We hold the earth from heaven away.

'These clumsy feet, still in the mire
Go crushing blossoms without end
These hard, well-meaning hands we thrust
Among the heart-strings of a friend.

'The ill-timed truth we might have kept --
Who knows how sharp it pierced and stung?
The word we had not sense to say --
Who knows how grandly it had rung?

'Our faults no tenderness should ask,
The chastening stripes must cleanse them all;
But for our blunders -- oh, in shame
Before the eyes of heaven we fall.

'Earth bears no bassam for mistakes;
Men crown the knave; and scourge the tool
That did his will; but Thou, O Lord,
Be merciful to me, a fool!

The room was hushed; in silence rose
The King, and sought his gardens cool,
And walked apart, and murmered low,
'Be merciful to me, a fool!

  

Tuesday, April 6, 2021

April 6, 2021: Remember Me

               Remember Me

I hope that you’ll remember me

As the one you really felt;

The one you perceived inside of me

Whom you could honor with your love.

 

I hope that you’ll remember me

As the man you really knew;

Not for who you wish I were,

Nor the role I seemed to fill.

 

I hope that you’ll remember me

As the wretch I really am.

Within the gorge of my estrangement

Flows the river of myself.

 

I hope that you’ll remember me

By my goodness and my strength,

As I have built my character

And channeled from beyond.

 

I hope that you’ll remember me

As someone always there;

As a Soul who loves you honestly

Beyond all my hope and wanting.

April 6, 2021: Love the Wild Swan by Robinson Jeffers in Oxford Anthology of Amer. Lit., pg 1,382

 Love the Wild Swan

'I HATE my verses, every line, every word
Oh pale and brittle pencils ever to try
One grass-blade's curve, or the throat of one bird
That clings to a twig, ruffled against white sky.
Oh cracked and twilight mirrors ever to catch
One color, one glinting flash, of the splendor of things,
Unlucky hunter, Oh bullets of wax,
The lion beauty, the wild-swan wings, the storm of the wings'
--This wild swan of a world is no hunter's game.
Better bullets than yours would miss the white breast,
Better mirrors than yours would crack in the flame.
Does it matter whether you hate your . . . self?  At least
Love your eyes that you can see, your mind that can
Hear the music, the thunder of the wings.
Love the wild swan.

April 30, 2021: Making My Way

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