Monday, April 26, 2021

April 26, 2021: American Hope

                  American Hope

Hour to hour;

        Day to day;

            Month to month at most.

Empty of history,

        No great mystery,

            Just make enough money to coast.

Numb the pain

           That could drive you insane;

                What’s to gain if this sad old world should explode,

    Or erode,

    Or melt,

    Or be frozen by hearts made of stone.

It’s become too easy for the mind to gloss

    Over those who are dying on poverty’s cross,

        And Ignore the mounting ecological cost,

And leave the answers to those who lead,

    Seeking our solace in corporate greed,

           In need of conviction, we don’t care how you plead;

As you put our money in national banks,

    Which invest, in turn, in missiles and tanks.

        (Don’t read the contract, just fill in the blanks),

And to save our elections,

    And religious affections,

        And consumer values we hold so dear,

And to maintain the compliance

    Of our friends in alliance,

        And destroy all defiance where it should appear,

We break our own laws,

    Attack without cause:

        In the eagle’s sharp claws are the shreds of our fear.

We are numbed in frivolity

    In this brainwashed society

        Without sense or sobriety, split into pieces

Of great isolation;

    Too much imitation

            To find consolation in a statue of Jesus.

    Do you know what I mean?

    Have you seen what I’ve seen?

    Have you had the same dream

Of friendship between us?

April 26, 2021: Psalms 82, A Psalm of A'saph. Revised Standard Version.

 Psalms 82:  A Psalm of A'saph.

God has taken his place in the divine council;
in the midst of the gods he holds judgment
"How long will you judge unjustly
and show partiality to the wicked?"
                                                    Selah
Give justice to the weak and the fatherless;
    maintain the right of the afflicted and the destitute.
Rescue the weak and the needy;
    deliver them from the hand of the wicked."

They have neither knowledge nor understanding,
    they walk about in darkness;
    all the foundations of the earth are shaken.

I say, "You are gods, sons of the Most High, all of you;
nevertheless, you shall die like men,
    and fall like any prince.
(You shall) fall as one man, O princes!"

Arise, O God, judge the earth;
    for to thee belong all the nations.

Sunday, April 25, 2021

April 25, 2021: Lake Mann

                  Lake Mann

 “And God called the firmament Heaven”

--  Genesis 1:8

 

Waters of darkness

Become cold at the bottom,

Away from the sun,

But I have connection

To a power above the water,

Now saying, “Rise over with me!”

Swirling, gushing foam

Surges to bring my downfall, but

Balanced against velocity,

I have risen in my skis!

April 25, 2021: "The Churn" by Jelaluddin Rumi in "This Longing", page 73. (Mathnawi, IV, 3028-3050)

The Churn

The forms and the creatures have a purpose.
God said, I was a Hidden Treasure,
and I desired to be known.

Manifestation contains that Desire
to be known.  Like a deep truth
inside a lie, like the taste of butter
in buttermilk, that's how Spirit
is held in form.
                            For a long time butter stays
invisibly present in the churn mixture.
Then a Prophet comes with a dasher, or it might be
just someone who has heard the words of a saint
and is connected to that one as an infant is
when it hears its mother.  The baby doesn't understand 
language, but it knows the voice-sound,
and gradually learns what the talking means.

We're all born dumb.  Only God
did not have to be taught to speak,
though Adam learned without a nurse or a mother,
and Jesus came articulate into the world.  But most of us
need a lot of attention, much shaking by the Sheikh,
much turning and paddling.  Slowly the butter
emerges.  Don't throw away buttermilk too soon!
Wait.  Keep churning!

Do that work, and you'll begin to hear inside
the maundering drunktalk of drunkards
the Presence of the Winemaker, the Host
who served this wine to us.
 

Saturday, April 24, 2021

April 24, 2021: Hiking on Snow

                Hiking on Snow

One thing I’ve learned

Is that hiking on snow;

Especially wet snow,

Isn’t really what I like.

I used to do that

When I was a paper boy,

And I couldn’t ride my bike.


Oh, I remember getting cold,

But one thing I forget

Is how you fall through a drift,

And your shoes and socks get wet

 

How the snow can be hard,

Or fine and flaky,

Or soft and slushy,

And then it can turn very slick,

And staying on your feet

Can sometimes be a trick.

 

Now, there are other substances

That are murder on your feet.

Things can be sharp or crumbly,

Or just hot like a city street.

Sometimes you’ve got to be careful,

Lest something stub your toe.

Some trails are rough,

But I like ’em less

When they’re covered up with snow.

April 24, 2021: Good-bye And Keep Cold in New Enlarged Pocket Book of Robert Frost's Poems, page 258

 Good-bye And Keep Cold

This saying good-bye on the edge of the dark
And the cold to an orchard so young in the bark
Reminds me of all that can happen to harm
An orchard away at the end of the farm
All winter, cut off by a hill from the house.
I don't want it girdled by rabbit and mouse,
I don't want it dreamily nibbled for browse
By deer, and I don't want it budded by grouse.
(If certain it wouldn't be idle to call
I'd summon grouse, rabbit, and deer to the wall
And warn them away with a stick for a gun.)
I don't want it stirred by the heat of the sun.
(We made it secure against being, I hope,
By setting it out on a northerly slope.)
No orchard's the worse for the wintriest storm'
But one thing about it, it mustn't get warm.
"How often already you've had to be told,
Keep cold, young orchard.  Good-bye and keep cold.
Dread fifty above more than fifty below,"
I have to be gone for a season or so.
My business awhile is with different trees,
Less carefully nurtured, less fruitful than these,
And such as is done in their wood with an axe --
Maples and birches and tamaracks.
I wish I could promise to lie in the night
And think of an orchard's arboreal plight
When slowly (and nobody comes with a light)
Its heart sinks lower under the sod.
But something has to be left to God.

Friday, April 23, 2021

April 23, 2021: Dealing with Disconnection

               Dealing with Disconnection

 I feel quite a sense of disconnect

Since my neighborhood has changed.

I wonder what it is that I need to protect

When I act like I need to pretend

That everything’s cool, and I know where it’s at,

Although prices are out of my range,

And the music is raunchy, and the beer is flat,

And there’s lingo I don’t comprehend;

And nobody looks like a friend.

 

In the morning, I’m already out of phase

When I cannot remember my dreams.

My blacks and whites turn to faded grays,

Grown blurry through the smudging of time.

When there’s too many details that living requires

And my pockets have broken their seams,

And I’m trapped in the angst of unmet desires

Like keys that I can’t seem to find.

Why can’t my experience rhyme?!

 

I work too many hours on “creative”  endeavors:

On conflicting feelings, and honest confessions.

Do I say it directly or try to be clever?

How much do I need to explain?

I’ve been tracing the patterns I see in my bubble,

But is that an authentic expression?

Is my purpose to project this endless struggle

I don’t always know how to contain?

Is my purpose to entertain?

 

Sometimes, frankly, I just feel pathetic

In my every-day interactions;

Amongst worldly people, so spry and athletic,

Or so irreverently involved,

While I pass my days, never quite knowing

How to show my romantic attractions,

But life keeps on going, and going, and going.

My goals remain unresolved,

And around them my lifetimes revolve, and evolve, and dissolve,

 

And reach out endlessly for something that’s real;

Take the trouble where my help might is needed.

I never forget what I hold ideal,

But I deal with what’s happening now!

It may not be simple but I seek for the center,

And I don’t want to be conceited,

But since I have to be -- I will be my own mentor.

While truth is something that must be allowed,

I’ll take my stand, though I might not know how!

 

Still, I feel an estrangement that’s so profound

That I no longer feel estranged!

I’m just glad I’ve still got my feet on the ground

While untangling the spells I’ve been under;

I find that it’s work to follow my bliss,

And it’s struggle to roll with the strangeness;

To move beyond all the chances I’ve missed;

Building, as I can, on my blunders,

And . . . . I wonder, when I can,

Upon wonder!

April 30, 2021: Making My Way

                      Making My Way Warehouse work can be mindless, And the laborers  come and they go. The bosses aren’t known for kindness...